Wow. Just Wow.

I never was a relationship centered person, I have had all of two relationships. I suck at relationships. I hate dates, I hate commitment, and I can't stand stupidity. I broke up with ex # 1 because when you're 14, you just can't manage having a boyfriend who lives 45 minutes away. Ex #2 wasn't quite as easy. He and I met in class and became close friends, and one day he and I were joking around and he kissed me. After that we had a thing where we were half way going out, for most of the month of December we were going out, and after we went back to the half way going out phase, I would say I was probably more towards the not wanting a legitimate relationship thing to be honest, he was nice but he would say how he wanted a girlfriend and stuff, and in all honesty I was content with not having a real relationship, it made me feel like I wasn't overly committed.
Like I said, I suck at relationships. I liked him a lot though but after a while I couldn't keep a conversation anymore, so one night my friend(who is going out with his best friend) and I texted him and her boyfriend a joke kind of thing to mess with them. And so when he only replied negatively, I blew up with rage. I told him I wasn't his... whatever it was anymore, I didn't even want to be his friend. I said bye and now I get the struggle of getting back my stuff.
Moral of the story: well there are two.
1.) Relationships suck, stay away from them.
2.) Always get your stuff back before ending it. It's easier that way.
And a message to mom and dad who are probably reading this: Yes, I know this is up on the internet forever, no I don't care.